Am I there yet? I am not sure I even know where it was I was going, let alone if I am there. My previous post was number 300. According to Wikepedia 300 has some special proprieties: ” It is a triangular number and the sum of a pair of twin primes (149 + 151), as well as the sum of ten consecutive primes (13 + 17 + 19 + 23 + 29 + 31 + 37 + 41 + 43 + 47).” It is an interesting number, both significant and not so special.

We are born with 300 bones, and I was also endowed with 300 or so blog posts.

From September 7 2009 – February 1 2012 I have written 300 posts here. Wonderersheart is a body of work I am, for the most part, pleased with. Two years and fours months of wondering and exploring, and now in post number 301 a chance to reflect…
– what else to say/read/note/honour/explore or address?
– a chance to stop this incomplete work knowing it will always be incomplete?

So many thoughts and so few answers.

I read some blogging advice a long time ago and recall someone advising that blogging is not therapy. Piffle!

I have found writing blog posts to be fabulous therapy, just don’t tell my therapist – although she would probably agree.

Blogging also demands a writing practice is cultivated. Thank you, dear readers for reading, bearing with me and for forgiving the typos and my lack of editorial nous. I have taken pleasure in clambering onto my own soapbox, a platform that has, at times, been challenging to balance on. I have been slowed many dilemmas: how much to reveal and what to with-hold, which side to take up, and how much might be too much. Now that I have developed a writing practice, it seems there is always another post, even if it is about the posting itself.

There is more to say, I have more resources to link to, more opinions to air, stigmas to address, and more paint balls to lob. I take heed that Wikepdia states that 300 ft/sec is the maximum legal velocity of a shot paintball. Warning noted and, nonetheless, I don’t think I am quite done yet.